My running goal this month is 105 miles. I have 38 to go.
My twinnie's hubby (Kristin's dad) had a welcome home party for her. It was great to see my family again!
After spending 24/7 for 6 weeks with them both, I've been missing them like crazy this week. Thankfully they only live 10 minutes away from me.
Now that I'm back, I've been trying to figure out what I'm going to do with my life. Kinda crazy at almost 39 years old! Kind of depressing.
Here's the mumbo jumbo that's been going on.
I have to find a job. What do I even want to do? What I want to do, I can't do because I have no degree. Should I go back to school for 4 years? Sure, that sounds fun. But wait, if I do that I will never have a baby. But wait, my husband doesn't want one anyway. What am I gonna do about that? Why did I not realize how important education was 20 years ago? Oh, I thought I would be a stay at home mom, like my mom. Why didn't I realize life doesn't go how you planned it? What should I do. Well, I can be a nanny again. Ha! No thank you. All I really want is to be a mom. I wish I could go back in time. But I can't. So I have to start now. Start what? I have absolutely no clue.
And there you have 30 seconds in Katie's brain. Fun, huh? This is why I run. :)
I did get to spend a few hours with my favorite 5 year old ever. (This is the girl I nannied since she was 6 weeks old)
I also got to see her baby sister, who I adored. It's heartbreaking that now she just looks at me, and no longer recognizes me. (It's only been 2.5 months!) Gahhh.
This morning I have a phone interview with a bank, and then lunch later with a sweet friend.
Have a happy Monday!!